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Today, I suppose, is just one of those days. As in, a fun "let's play Dodge the Migraine" days. But, hey, I started it off with a video about dinosaurs, so that's pretty great.
And then I got to thinking about kintypes. I remember walking with my heels up, toes first, sometimes leaned over like I had a tail (or maybe a chicken with a plunger on its butt). There are days when I still do this. My tail feels more real, but my wings feel smaller, less pronounced. I grew up loving dinosaurs and my attraction to them never stopped. That way of walking around, tail straight out and body leaning forward?
It makes me feel like a Tyrannosauroid. Thing is, while I believe in reincarnation, I've never really felt a past life (not consciously anyway). Recognizing this feeling is a new thing. Well, kind of. I think I've felt it before after watching some Godzilla movies; his roar lights a fire in me. I'm still getting used to having one kintype, so I'm not sure how I'd handle having several, or even dealing with kinfeels instead of kintypes. It's a strange new world despite knowing for years that I'm a gargoyle. I should meditate more, I know, and I am very forgetful with such matters.
Denying these feelings just screams "unhealthy" to me. Thing is, I don't know what to do with them yet. Long-time kin, I'm reaching out for help. Other than meditation, do you have any other advice or suggestions you wish to share? I would be most grateful for it.
And then I got to thinking about kintypes. I remember walking with my heels up, toes first, sometimes leaned over like I had a tail (or maybe a chicken with a plunger on its butt). There are days when I still do this. My tail feels more real, but my wings feel smaller, less pronounced. I grew up loving dinosaurs and my attraction to them never stopped. That way of walking around, tail straight out and body leaning forward?
It makes me feel like a Tyrannosauroid. Thing is, while I believe in reincarnation, I've never really felt a past life (not consciously anyway). Recognizing this feeling is a new thing. Well, kind of. I think I've felt it before after watching some Godzilla movies; his roar lights a fire in me. I'm still getting used to having one kintype, so I'm not sure how I'd handle having several, or even dealing with kinfeels instead of kintypes. It's a strange new world despite knowing for years that I'm a gargoyle. I should meditate more, I know, and I am very forgetful with such matters.
Denying these feelings just screams "unhealthy" to me. Thing is, I don't know what to do with them yet. Long-time kin, I'm reaching out for help. Other than meditation, do you have any other advice or suggestions you wish to share? I would be most grateful for it.
