SKREEEeh?

Jan. 27th, 2016 12:07 pm
aralin: gargoyle from Notre Dame cathedral (Default)
Today, I suppose, is just one of those days.  As in, a fun "let's play Dodge the Migraine" days.  But, hey, I started it off with a video about dinosaurs, so that's pretty great.

And then I got to thinking about kintypes.  I remember walking with my heels up, toes first, sometimes leaned over like I had a tail (or maybe a chicken with a plunger on its butt).  There are days when I still do this.  My tail feels more real, but my wings feel smaller, less pronounced.  I grew up loving dinosaurs and my attraction to them never stopped.  That way of walking around, tail straight out and body leaning forward? 
It makes me feel like a Tyrannosauroid.  Thing is, while I believe in reincarnation, I've never really felt a past life (not consciously anyway).  Recognizing this feeling is a new thing.  Well, kind of.  I think I've felt it before after watching some Godzilla movies; his roar lights a fire in me.  I'm still getting used to having one kintype, so I'm not sure how I'd handle having several, or even dealing with kinfeels instead of kintypes.  It's a strange new world despite knowing for years that I'm a gargoyle.  I should meditate more, I know, and I am very forgetful with such matters. 

Denying these feelings just screams "unhealthy" to me.  Thing is, I don't know what to do with them yet.  Long-time kin, I'm reaching out for help.  Other than meditation, do you have any other advice or suggestions you wish to share?  I would be most grateful for it.

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